~Yura-Tori-Kiosure

Studing Nipples as a Job.

+Watch Send a Note Give

Profile

About Me Digital Art / Hobbyist Member Yura Tori KiosureFemale/United States

Group

#The-Bromance-Ring

Recent Activity

Deviant for 2 Years

Needs Premium Membership

Statistics 47 Deviations 4,278 Comments 7,803 Pageviews

[x]

Complementary Colors Yura

15 Comments

My OC! That will be in her own Manga soon!

Newest Deviations

What I look like 24 7 by ~Yura-Tori-Kiosure

6 Comments

. : PIMP OUTFIT ON APRIL FOOLS : . by ~Yura-Tori-Kiosure

0 Comments

Fionna's Scouts Honor by ~Yura-Tori-Kiosure

8 Comments

2012 I.D. by ~Yura-Tori-Kiosure

7 Comments

I make weird shet bro! Hope ya like [=w=]b

Browse Gallery

Favourites

Lady Rainicorn Knows by `Yamino

11 Comments

Thank you for the music by *IRapedTaemin

4 Comments

AT: Hope She knows You tried by ~MissCamelot

22 Comments

Marceline and PB by ~Midare-Shinami

7 Comments

Browse Favourites

Groups

#Naruto-Fans-Only

#NarutoOtakuArt

#Love-Cartoon-Network

#All-Naruto-Pairings

All Groups

Webcam

deviantID

~Yura-Tori-Kiosure

Yura Tori Kiosure
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art

United States

I suck at art.
I'm terrible at describing myself as you can see.
Most of the time I'm happy but sometimes I have my episodes.
My inspiration is everywhere including you guys.
Hope you have sex with a nun in your alley on Halloween (inside joke out to the world)

yura-tori-kiosure.tumblr.com/

Interests

Help me..

Mar 18, 2012, 8:44:54 PM by ~Yura-Tori-Kiosure
Journals / Personal

Mood: Miserable
Listening to: Her Morning Elegance - Oren Lavie
Reading: nothing besides my typing
Watching: nothing...
Playing: nothing...
Eating: nothing...
Drinking: water..

It's fine if you pass this up, I really don't mind... but i'm letting my mind go on here.

I'm not happy. I haven't been happy really basically all my life.
I'm transgendered, I believe I belong in the wrong body, I have always mentally and physically felt like a male but won't do any changes to make my Mother happy cause she has always loved me and will continue you to love me along with the rest of my family; they want me to stay a female.
I cut myself. I only started in December on my inner thighs so no one may see and I can't stop. It's the only sense of relief I can get after hurting and disappointing all the people I have through-out my whole life; making myself plummet like I did to them...how I couldn't save and or help them with their problems when they asked me and only me.
I've been having dreams about me killing my family and enjoying it. This has been happening approximately a month after Halloween last year.
My grades, education and future are all falling into a black whole and I can't save it...I can't. I want to become successful just to make my family happy but I can't. I CAN'T. My will is gone...It almost seems like I won't because I know i'll only disappoint myself and everyone around and they'll leave me...forever.
And because of my actions my friends...the ones who have been there for me are leaving...I was never worth the time you guys, I'm pathetic enough already, I can't handle myself, I'm just shit right now...
I've tried to commit suicide 3 times...I couldn't bring myself to do it because of the people who love me...but the ones whom aren't family seem to be just...there. It feels like they don't love me like they said do...

But for the ones that allow me to be there, for the ones that have been there even when you think you weren't, for the ones that really love me.. I thank you...I thank you guys so much, for the ones that kept a positive attitude even when I was shit to you and or everyone else. You people are the entities that need and deserve all the happiness and love in the world.

Threw out this whole passage I've been crying..
The tears won't stop falling down and impacting the sweet scented material wrapped around my chest..

I'm coincided, a whore, worth nothing, a terrible friend, untrustworthy, and stupid...yet I'm still begging for help and assistance off the ground...how selfish.

8 Comments

More Journal Entries